Friday, October 13, 2006
hellOos . yesterday as usual go to skool in the morning . this few days skool iis damn boring lor . iis like the whole day listening to wat image consultant taking . boring . so happy at 1.45 . finally finish le
after tat lydia . ruoning . yu jia . shumin and miie . deciding to go inter for our lunch . as i told shumin tat maybe i will be meeting my dar dar . as she and my dar dar as some problems . so shumin said if he come along she iis not going le . iis like one iis my friend another one iis my boyfriend . wat am i going to do . nvm . then ruoning they all said reach bedok inter . i go meet my dar dar . then they go to the eating place first . but end up ruoning said she dun wan to ps miie . so we together went to meet my dar dar . at tat moment can see shumin face already tulan le . wat can do . end up my dar dar come along with us for lunch . about 2.45 he left le . shumin never talk to miie . even though she did . iis like can sound tat she tulan lor . end up we went home after tat . sian
ruoning and lydia come my house . it was fun . hehe . ruoning so good help miie pack things . as my house iis like so messy and dirty . we have alot of fun together . playing piano . playing the com and packing things . about 7 . ruoning went home . while lydia go home later . thank guys =)
after the princess hour show . lydia and miie decide to go east point for dinner . of course my dar dar come meet miie . so we went together le . jus nice jestina was there too . with her frenz .we have some chat . then we went for dinner . as jestina going back bedok for movie . during the eating time . my dar dar and i was saying out where we dun like each other . and about tat day de things . haiiss . lydia was there helping miie to explain like some words i dunnoe . she wil tel miie the meaning . dots . thank lydia . as it was late ep going to close so we went hm le . at 11 . lydia said she have something to tel miie . so i cal her to cal miie . we chat for about almost 1 hr . and those things we chat make miie frustrated . haiiss . after tat i cal my dear . we quarrel again . haiiss . wat has happen between us . why iis things going on like tat . haiiss . iis like frenz and boyfriend . which one i must choose . i hate this question alot . sometimes feel like ending my life . i canot take this anymore . it hurting miie alot alot . haiiss